torstai 8. lokakuuta 2015

I tried yoga..didnt quite nailed it

In this World of confusion... I thought that working with this time instead running away is more better. So, I´m gonna follow, what people are doing to each others, there´s good and there´s bad.

I stood outside yesterday late evening, there was Northern Lights in the sky. Sooo beautiful!!! Shame, that I didnt have my camera with me. In our place, when it´s dark, it´s really dark. Here´s no light´s out, nor roads. This good old fashion countryside.
Funny, I dont be afraid out there, in dark.. I´m more afraid some people. Those, who are making decisions in countries. Who are in charge. Or those, who are killing just in name of religion.
Nature, wolf or bear... those hunt only for food. So...I dont have nothing to worry about in darkness of those woods.

So, after facing all these things I really thought that I need something to balance my mind. I tried Yoga. And I do respect all, who are doing it! That..ain´t too easy!

My first class... I fell in sleep in beginning... when we calmed our mind and just listened our breathing..Yep, I slept. Like a baby. Whole class. I was sooo ashamed!!! Namaste! ;)

Next class.. well, I was awake. But those positions (asana) (I think) ..moving smoothly from one to another..I was that elephant in class store. Not too smooth nor balancing. Also...I have to admit..I giggled a bit.. quietly, of course. But some names of those positions... my imagination took over my mind. So.... I just dont think that we all are made for Yoga.

But I found one thing, that gives a peace of mind:

Coloring book for adults.

This is all about some animal shapes, and it is so beautiful book!

It looks like this, and you just have to take a pen and start to color...what color is good for you in that moment. 

This is my first pic, it took few hours to color it. There´s so much details, so much to see and color. As I did color it..I actually did relax. My mind did. I just concentrated on those colors, lines...cup of coffee... perfect! And those pictures are so beautiful...

I highly recommend to try these books! 

If you are good in Yoga...that, too....

Now time for coffee and my beautiful book :)

with love

keskiviikko 7. lokakuuta 2015

can´t stay away, can´t escape from world

No, I can´t. I´m too much thinker. The problem is... I do take things seriously. Things, that happen around this earth. I know, I started that other blog and that I want to keep only positive.. but I cant escape world. I don´t know, if I even want to...

Here in Finland, like in so many countries.. came and shall come still, lot´s of refugees from different countries. Distress dosent look time, and when this all happen.. our own government  made a list of cuts, to save... that list is, yes, necessary for our economy. But it hurt...since our county is about in top 5 to being the most expensive country in Europe.

So...people got angry, still are. I do understand that, too. we have our own mess..then reading about Syria. Wow.... and also, Russia, next to us. Truly, I don´t know, what´s cooking there.

So...small Finland and smaller me...I´m both angry and confused. Don´t know what to think. Who to believe. And..of course, worried our own safety. This is real, all is happening now.

For me this is quite stressful, because I care about people. For me, in this world...there´s so much pain, hunger...bombs...too much. And I can´t do nothing!!! That make´s me...cry.

Oh yes, I´m happy with my own life, all good here. Family and everything... my safe place...

It feels like..we are waiting, that something is going to happen. What? I don´t know...but there´s so many places, where is too hot now.

So.. don´t know... cant hide, but have to think how to balance my feelings... do you understand? Am I taking things too much to me? Maybe... but since it´s all over different medias.. that´s why I don´t go to facebook anymore. People there are also fighting... who´s right or wrong..opinions about things... friends are fighting about those... no. Not gonna go there now. Maybe never.. saving myself at least little. Ok, here was, what has been in my heart and mind :D Maybe it will get easier, if I just write about my thoughts and share those... I don´t believe that I´m all alone with these things...

Image result for quotes about johnny depp

with love

maanantai 5. lokakuuta 2015

small break, new blog

Hi there! I´m taking small break from this blog. I started new one, wanting to do only positive things there. This blog is always my baby, full of history and I shall come back. But this world has gone so... well, different? Bad? So much is going on, in Fin different things... my head was/is way too overloaded. So... I´m concentrated for find inner peace...

I want to invite you all to take a look:

with love