I just HAVE to open a little. About human..ok..womens small croups. Like i have said, i have this project. Getting me in shape again. Or even close ;) . And this croup of pro´s is awesome!!! Really, that is. But then... there´s this smaller croup of womens, who put one croup on their own. And that´s good, to encourage and to be able to talk etc....so far so good. But. Why ther´s always BUT! :D First came few women, they are this core of that croup. Actually, another croup had to be done because there was huge drama in first croup. Ok, nasty part was, that those few core women bullied one...and i just cant stand those kind of people, woman or man! I started to stay in shadows, just mostly reading. But, some people just can be so naturalistically! If you dont agree, or hype me, i dont play with you. Wow...and grow ups. ;) It really dosent matter to me, who things about what about me, way too well cooked. But, someone CAN hurt. And that´s not good. At all. Sometimes (always!) Is good to think, how we treat others. Really think. If you are in forum, full of your virtual friends...and use it badly...ignoring or being cruel...in "real" world you can end up to be alone...And I dont mean that in bad way, it´s just... like in schools..croups has power to do good...but, also way too much bad. Like i said, i read those things time to time...and actually..those gave me such a great idea for a book. Characters. You rally never know, where you can find that inspiration! Let´s be good to each others and treat good people in your life...even those you cant stand. That gives you more energy to do something positive for yourself.
ps. sorry about all mispellings...thunder is in the air and my head is real barometer...au :)
That works for everything. Really! Whatever you are going throught, doing, dreamin...that line..you can!
Really, we only have here and now. If it dosent work, you are wiser. If it works..well..good for you! We can wait till we are older..or can we? Who as giving us that promise, that we are here later? We are here now!
I had that conversation with myself week ago. I really realized, that we are not superhumans, living here forever. What ever neds to be done, do it now. Later, it just could be to late. Or not! But for me..i dont wanna take that risk.
Life changes, mind too. That´s life. As is falls, rises, laughter and crys. All part of life. And that life is here and now.
Need to cry? Cry! It´s natural and being human. :) Feel bad? Me too, for time to time. But still, we need to live.
I wanna live my life. Live. Really. Feel every feeling. Love. Stress. Happyness. Sadness.
I dont want to waist my life about me just complaining. Not woth it. And, i sont mean that telling how you feel is complaining!!! No, i mean me, compalining about not so important things.
Yep i have and always will, like everybody,bad times. And i will write those. That´s what life is all about. Feelings..:)
Now, i feel love, stress and hunger. And happiness that i feel ;)